Guess what game I've been playing?

Bioshock!

I've owned it for months, but just never really got into it. Now I can't seem to be capable of stopping it. I was playing it roughly five hours today, six yesterday and I forget the day before. It's just so mind blowingly awesome.

And of course I've pre-ordered BioShock2.

So far I've only made it to the Farmer's Market. Way to fail Tina. But I have done away with a few Big Daddies and saved all the Little Sisters. I know I need more Adam but I can't be cruel to the little girls.

Though I feel horrible when a Big Daddy dies. Not so much about a Susie, they're bitches and deserve to burn.

It's just the Little Sister's reaction to seeing Mister Bubbles die. She's so sad! D:

I'ved stopped now, anyway. It's finally PC time since my parents are out. So yeah. That's about all I've been doing outside of gym.

And now I react to high pitched whistling and glittery things differently then before. Oh SPARKLY. Can I collect it? :D No? Wah. :(

Joined the nearest gym today, at a low low price of $199 compared to the $300+ it was a few weeks ago. That's for six months, and I can go whenever I want so that's a pretty good start.

I begin tomorrow. I think I'll go Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays. A few hours each time, work on a regime and fix up my diet too.

Here's to a new endeavour.

Way to not update your journal in months, Tina.

There really isn't anything to talk about though. I'm still pretty miserable, broke, fat and ugly. Nothing much changed there.

I'm contemplating having the spot on my nose removed though. I'm sick of it. It's one of the ONLY things I can actually change about my body right away, after all. Not that it would change anything else about me.

Dad bought mum a car this weekend. My aunt bough herself a new car a few weeks ago.

I can foresee many 'talks' with mum about me not having my lisence/owing a car/owning a house/being married/giving her grandchildren/being a fat waste of space soon. It always happens.

I saw Cats last weekend with Matthew while he was here. I was actually upset by the fact he didn't 'follow it'. I can't really explain how that is, but a bit of my love of the musical theatre died when he asked me what was going on.

I still love the musical and I'm seeing it again alone next Friday. I'm four rows from the front on the end of the row, so that should be wonderful.

I'm going to join a gym too. There's one near by and I was going to go join today but I felt too miserable to go do it.

Maybe I'm clinically depressed or something. I really don't find anything that makes me smile or laugh or feel happy anymore. Maybe I should talk to my doctor. Can't help, right?

Mum's harking on about a new apartment she wants me to buy.

It has no laundry.

Nor do I really want it but I have to phone these people to make it look like I do. THey just don't, or can't, accept the fact I don't want to waste my money on a place like that.

Yeah that's how I feel pretty much.

In unhat related news I'm writing a story. A novel story. A story I hope to pitch to places. I've got the characters fleshed out in my mind, the journey to take them on... everything.

Now I just have to be allowed to sit down and write.

But first... MUFFINS!

But his moustache is going counter while he's going clockwise.

Inspired by Fandom Secrets. I just wasted half an hour on this and I FEEL SO PROUD.\

ps Not bashing Queen. I adore the band. I adore Freddie. It's hard to believe it's been this long since he died but his music will be forever a huge part of rock music history.

I went bowling last night.

Not only did I loose, AND loose a nail but the ball I was using slid out of my hand and rolled backwards.

Best game ever.

Random musing; I can never find The Adams Family on DVD. Why is this?

1. Was sleeping well and dreaming happy dreams until a loud crash wakens me at 6am. Seeing how there's no screaming I assume intentional, try to sleep. Can't.
2. Shaved my legs this morning; ended up cutting myself with razor. It's brand new too! D:
3. Head out to catch 7:45am bus. Bus does not come until 8:05am.
4. Bus is small new version with airconditioner barely working.
5. HEY WHAT'S UP WITH ALL THESE PEOPLE ON THE BUS
6. Bus driver fills bus to exploding capacity! So many people!
7. HEY MAN WATCH THE BREAKS!
8. Got two new claims today ; one had a FILTHY disgusting bill with OIL STAINS and a PUBIC HAIR. I SWEAR TO GOD.
9. The other one was filled in by a six year old I swear. Stupid people.
10. MY BANK CARD IS MISSING. HORAH!!!!
11. I need a multi-trip! I has no money! AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
 
Best day eveerrrr

[Take four books off your bookshelf!]
1. Write the first sentence
2. Write the last sentence on page fifty
3. Write the second sentence on page one hundred
4. Write the next to the last sentence on page one hundred fifty
5. Write the final sentence of the book
[Let your friends guess what book it is!]
[Names have been blocked out! Good luck!]

Book One
1. Matching Stumpy pant for pant, --- chased his cloud-white dog through the upstairs hallway, down the wooden stairs, and into the cold open foyer. 
2. --- stared so intensely at his cereal that he felt sure he could see the microscopic chemical compounds that formed each flake.
3. But this is what he did. 
4. "I want to make a place where only the things you want to happen happen."
5. He stood over above his mother for some time, knowing her now, almost knowing her now, happy to watch her rest. 

Book Two
1. The surface of Lake Tashi rippled with the cool breeze that swept down from the snowcapped mountains of the Nyenchen Tanghla range.
2. "Evening boys." ------- said.
3. "Give enough monkeys enough typewriters, you get Shakespeare, or something like that."
4. He raised his hands a few more inches, and their wary eyes followed the motion. 
5. "I'll see you in another five years."

Book Three
1. Left Munich at 8.35pm. on 1st May, arriving in Vienna early next morning; should have arrived at 6.46, but train was an hour late.
2. When, an hour or two later, the ----- came quietly into the room; his coming wakened me, for I had gone to sleep on the sofa.
3. But I suppose the New Woman won't condescend in future to accept; she will do the proposing herself. 
4. 'If it ain't old Bersicker come back by 'isself!'
5. And, to our bitter grief, with a smile and in silence, he died, a gallant gentleman.

Book Four
1. ------ couldn't sleep.
2. 'It was so long ago I couldn't count.'
3. The --- stopped writing and raised his head slowly. 
4. 'Those children were taken away almost exactly as you dreamt it, ma'am!'
5. You've just finished reading it.  

On Friday my aunt had her dog Sandy put down.

Come Saturday morning my grandmother was dead too.

Two losses in two days. I feel... Hallow.

RIP Patrick Swayze.

I'm watching Ghost tonight. :(

Guess who read the script of the WTWTA movie?

I did.

And I loved it. I am totally shipping (script) canon Ira and Judith. Their love is so CUTE. I hope that stays in the movie. GOD I hope that stays in the movie! Him chewing her arm in her sleep!! Then she pulls away and he finds it again anyway! EEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Why am I this hyped over this movie? I do not even know. The trailer has me spell bound. I keep wanting to draw these guys but I suck so badly.

WHY CAN'T IT BE DECEMBER 3RD YET.

I just read my reason to see the next Harry Potter movie. A new Where the Wild Things are teailer!! OMG

Just beat Portal. Woo

I'm in a bad mood.

Yes. This deserved a post.

IT'S THE CIRCLE OF LIFE

I NOW OWN THIS GAME. I CAN NOT PLAY IT. I am saddened by this. D:

CG needs wireless internet! Anybody here from around my area (Adelaide fyi) who knows how good Telstra wireless is, and if I should get it?

I wake up andmum tells me aparently Farah Fawcett and Michael Jackson is dead.

True?

Over the past few days I've recieved some concerned messages/comments about the bushfires in Australia, and if I'm in any danger.

To calm those who are concerned, yes I'm safe. The fires are ravaging Victoria, while I live in the state directly to the West of Victoria. So I'm safe, thank you for those who have voiced their concerns.

Of course my thoughts go out to those human and beast alike who are living through this awful tragedy.